I am you and you are me.

On the cliff, she is standing still. Looking deep, deep down in to her mind. It's empty, emotionless. She looks around hopelessly, first down and then up, in the sky, it's clear just like her own self. She can hear humming birds, see the mountains but could feel nothing, she is too numb for all that. Life that seemed to be heaven is burning like a hell now, leaving her with only burnmarks.

She walks back fearing she might jump down, smiles with regret for putting herself in to this. Allowing things that she knew could be painful later. But life is about living and not about planning, she consoles herself.

She holds something very tight to her chest, a gift from him. Aaha! I can't jump but this book can... she plays with her emotions..an adult's most favorite game. At least this should comfort her.
She opens the first page and reads through, she can not continue, those lines are his expression.
She closes it back and opens it again, closes it back....

She feels regret, anger, jealousy, revenge; her mind gets occupied with plenty of emotions. Revenge stands out!!
Revenge should do the job. She opens the book and starts tearing pages one after other..

She stops in between. Falls on her knees, hides her face with her palms.
She wants to yell, howl loud, draining down the pain. But she is loving this pain too, it’s so special….. what she should do???

She decides to follow her heart and shouts loud.."I will wait, I will wait Deb. Because I am you and you are me".

Ruthless valley echoes it back, drifting her away from reality.